Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Remember me?

The first half of 2014 has flown by and as per usual I have failed to lose any weight or improve my health in anyway.  As things stand now, I am in the worse shape of my life health wise.   Sunday morning I weighed in at 396.7 lbs, my highest ever.  I haven’t given up and never will.  Every day is a struggle and more days than not, I lose the battle.  I want to change so badly and improve my health.  Wanting, wishing and dreaming are fine but they don’t take the weight off.  Eating less and moving more will.  Somehow, someway I will do both and after the second half of 2014 I will be in somewhat better shape. 

My husband is in New Zealand for two weeks so I must fend for myself.  Since I never cook and he usually drops me off in front of the door to the office building, I am finding myself struggling without him.  If I am not dead upon his return, hopefully I will be in the tiniest bit better condition and able to stand for longer than a minute without looking for a seat or something to lean against.  Okay, it may take more than a couple of weeks to lessen the back pain, but the extra walking is sure to help.

My goal for this week is to survive.  Secondly, I would like to eat food prepared by me at least 75% of the time.  That sounds good, two goals nice and simple.  There are many habits I need to work on and the sooner the better.  Eating at home this week is a goal that I can accomplish.  I’ll start there.


  1. Good Luck!! Sounds like a great plan to me.

  2. I am in the same boat as you. This year I refused to get in any vacation pics and my husband was not happy at all. And my doctor put me on blood pressure medicine. I am disgusted with how I've let myself go and now my health is paying for it. But I'll never give up either.
    Best wishes to you!!

  3. Good to hear from you again.

    One goal at a time - you CAN do it.

    All the best Jan

  4. All the best.
    Spark people has a great recipe section.
    take care